Hearts

Empty

Roads

Houses

Hearts 

To the end of a beginning

Or beginning of a change 

Love and Longing 

From the deranged heart

The wind from the sea whispered
It felt kinda absurd
But when did logic make sense
It was the heart and shit quite intense
Guess its just the change
That makes love behave derange-d

No You

No mornings

No afternoons

No more Monday blues

No rides

No bikes

No more other side of the road

No you

No me

No more elevator mystery 

No arrival

Of departures

And no arrivals

Of other things

And another days

Gearing up

For the you used to be someone vibe 

Tell me a Lie

Stay

Is all I remember

When I went to bed

Woke up

To find you not beside

No one to refresh memory

No one to tell the lie

Feels like something

Is broken Inside 

Paradise Blurred

I will see the stars but they won’t shine

I will see the sky but no more of the paradise 

Alienated

Hands wrapped around the waist

And arms that feel like home

I don’t know how is to miss

Something this unknown 

Hide and Steal

The brief string of moments

Hidden from everyone

Will stay longest

On my mind 

Wrapped for the last time

It felt like wrapping an entire life in one night; wrapping every second in years, the skin sunk into a lifetime of warmth midst a mosquito laden night. Speechless, to the extent of being lifeless within another life.

At the break of dawn, when I felt the whiff all over again, it just seemed I was in another intergalactic journey, with quick redemption that stayed all day.

Inhibitions shed, Insecurities forgone, I almost could take the leap of faith.

Enroute

Enroutes…just in different directions…or how about we make a new map?

He says West, She says the wheels should never stop 

Slow Down

Please hold time

And go slowly

It seems to be

Running by

Fast 

The known secret

Stealing moments from the edge

Unknown to the world

It’s a secret which pains and calms together 

Greed

Is there a way the day, the night and the day could all be mine?

Tonight

I hold him tightly to mine

Before he is gone again tonight 

A tiny Curate

Roots

You are no different than I, we both grew up in trees and both grew roots, just in different times. And then we shared the same tabletop. Rough and brown and the bare skin was scathe-d. I will leave the little black letters, hoping they would give you company, and make you feel warm, pressed close between your pages of yesteryear.  

Something-ness

After the hole, it starts getting to be filled by life and living; of being not vindictive or not being the victim. It ceases to become eventful but is a strung in a thread of something-ness. Procrastination is not cool anymore. While you are at the door, I ask you to stay back. What I actually ask for, is sitting on the porch and ask you all the questions I feel unsure about. And smell the freshness of the clothes you wear. Just let me sit there and hold your hand. Even if I pretend to forget, I tend to remember.

At the shore

 While I watched the sun set

 You were the one

 I most wanted to stay

 The more it goes

 The more it grows

 And the more it takes away 

Midst the treasure Island

The wind

And the blue sea

Why does it make me feel closer?

Less like I am getting to know you

More like I am trying to remember who you are

Maybe I have known you before

In another time

Taking the flight

 It’s a story so good

 That it doesn’t need

 A complete sentence

 Only a lot of missing letters

 To be filled

 On the sands of time

 On the waves of chime

 Another horizon in sight

 Another phase calm and bright

 Till another night… 

Snatch the Sun and Run away

I know that hopelessness

The resignation to a life without

Turning away from the little happiness

Coz it’s painful to watch

But

It’s powerful

It’s profound

It goes against everything I have done around

The hits and the misses

The stealing of the kisses

It’s a basket of blisses

And its perfect the way it is, Now

Happy Thanksgiving J

Scatter

A day like today
Like a scatterbrain
Like lightening strikes on a window pane
Neither here nor there
Till it's nowhere

Never ending

A soundproof room
Yet one can hear the sighs
Every day,its gets a little more difficult
To just know that day will soon arrive
Proximity
Makes a difference midst the infinite
Sitting on the stairs
Making circles in the air
Not knowing what the end of a beginning looks like

Bit

A little bit of love as neurotic
A little bit of unknown as unassuming
With a pinch of absolutely no reason
And when that tends to slip away
You can safely assume, its love and
longing, yet again in Bombay 

From Someone else

"In two parts you come and go so easily, your life is as you knew -
while mine is split in two
How I envy the part of me, who lived before love's due
Who was yet to know of you"

Unseen, Unheard

What I feel, I should show you
But when you are around, I don't
I know it's unsettling to feel it
But doesn't mean I dont 

Toes

On the table
Stands
A box of doll
But I never fall
Though he keeps me
On my toes
He is a tall man
I know...

Word Weaving

Would you think of me in an airplane?
Would you think of me in a jetplane?
Would you think of me in a bar room?
Or in a bedroom?
Would you think of me in flashing lights?
Would you think of me in audio bytes?
Would you think of me in letters?
Or in scripts?

I think of you in the thoughts
Would you know of what I thought?

30 days and No Nights

Time Suspended
Twisted Unmended
No beginning
No Goodbye
You and I
In 30 days and No Nights

Day which aint a numeric

Trying to give reasons or scouting reasons to have a post was juvenile
A few strays incident here and there do not give the juice a post needs
Damn I miss getting the ingredients in place!
Till a couple of days maybe, till the colour and cut will have the signature my way flavour
Until then Hail highway!

Day 3

In this day and age we look for the best deals in almost everything, everyone maximizes their debit and credit based on the deals, sale, offer etc.etc.
And here is the Journal subject's conversation....

My Mobile bill has come
How much is it
Its 2k plus, pay 30%
Why? I told you to get the corp plan
The explanation to that - complete ignorance

But just to give an overview of why it cant be switched to the corp saver plan?
I will get watsapp (which will bring down the bill) when I get the new phone
When will you get the new phone?
When I have money...

And this has been the status for the last three months
New Phone on EMI+Watsapp+Corp Save = Less Mobile Bill
Old Phone+Corp Save = Less Mobile Bill
But to have it my way I will continue to operate with my
Old Phone+No Plan = Higher Mobile Bill

And here I was wondering I might not have an entry for the day

Damn now that I am going to leave, please someone in the universe keep
giving me reasons to have an entry every other day maybe!!

Day 1+2

This is an absurd journal
Committed to the cause of Having it my way
Dedicated to someone who does not believe in having anything "MY"way and has the eternal question...How!

Day 1

Supposed to meet a friend
At 9 PM said will show up soon
At 1O pm was yet to leave destination 1
After a tiff with the person asks "Should I go home?"
"Do what you want, anyway you will do it your way"
"I am going home"
"See you did it your way"

Moral of the story - I did not want to even have those 5 mins of conflict


Day 2

Please tell me what to write, I already have the older script
I am writing na
Aare I have it written with every thing, have to just integrate the sponsor
I am already writing (irritated voice)


More coming tomorrow